We have seven weeks of school left.
Oh my damn.
I really can't believe it...it all seems very surreal.
I've had the same job for 12 years now (well, my whole life really) and it's really scary thinking that I don't have to continue.
I could stop going to school for the rest of my life.
Not that I'm going to...it's just the feeling that I can if I wanted to.
I sort of had a break down a month ago about college and majors, but I'm alright now.
I don't really feel like going into it because one, it would take to long, and two, it would be very boring.
Conclusion: I'm going to be a diplomat for the United Nations. I'm (hopefully) going to go to UCLA for a Global Studies major and then Columbia for their International Relations Graduate School.
It's pretty ambitious, but a dream isn't a real dream unless it kicks your ass on the way there.
So that's what's up with that.
...
I've started listening to Anti-folk music, which is absolutely brilliant!!
I really need to get a job so I can go see these people in concert!!!
Speaking of which, I really wanted to go to the Coachella, but the tickets are so damn expensive!
But, it's okay because I'll go eventually.
I'm really eager to "grow-up" and drive and work and begin my career, but I really don't...
It's a pretty paradox.
I realized my whole problem is how my parents will look at me: I won't be a kid anymore, which really upsets me for some odd reason.
I wish life was longer.
I don't want immortality, I just want a little more time...and a guarantee I'll see the people I want to see eventually.
Unfortunately, that's something we're not meant to know.
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- "If you wanna know somebody, might take a quick look at their best friends." - Julian Casablancas
3 comments:
you know what tho, everyone just whines ""I wanna go back home" because they get too much freedom. Too bad I'm still taken as a child. I partially blame my height. Maybe I hound go put on some high heels in the house .lol
You're thinking about grad school??! And I thought j was an early bird, you're not even in college yet!
It's a good thing you already have a dream. Just make sure you don't stay put to that entirely and make a little room for other options. You never know what just might really hit you hard in the head, really. After you realize you judy feel so stupid and ignorant and wonder why you never thought about it before! Or at least that's my case. Maybe your mind will be much more nicer to you than mine. :P
Spend your senior days like you never had before! You're definitely going to miss it.
P.S. Sorry for the misspellings. iTouch can be really hard sometimes...
duh dun duhh!!
so this is what it's settled to now?
sounds like a plan :D
-which is a lot better than not having a plan at all.-
because if I were to write one it'd look like this:
I'm going to UC Santa Cruz because my mom wouldn't let me to go to culinary school. *cough*
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